*chocoholic-girl

Well good god i needed to update this

lots has happened since the last update (gods wasnt that a depressing one? )


and i know i know; still no actual uploads..

Uni has started agin; im into my 3rd year now; and scared beyond belief

lots of work and wrry, but hey; i may survive

updates WILL come... honest

well

i had a good; happy birthday.

i even got what i really wanted; i got a boyfriend.

and 3 months later, just before his, i lost him.

and ive lost everything;

i feel empty and alone and lost. even though i am none of these; im overflowing with emotions really; and they all spill out through my eyes; i'm not alone; my friends, and even some of his have been wonderful; all suddenly here again, keeping me going...
and im not lost; iknow where i am, i just dont want to be here. because it hurts to be here again...

i wont go into details; i can't its too much; to explain, recount and for me to experiance again.
it was my fault; i who made the final blow that killed it all; when we were going so strong; and were so perfectly matched.
and thats all gone now.




so what does this mean?

well it actually probably means i'll be uploading more; i have neglected various works for a while now; but as i'm now spending more time online; hiding from my reality now; i will atleast try to do something productive....

ehh...

once i work out how to scan in my works without a scanner ><

expect glorious view of my thumb as i photograph all my stuff from now on...

So...
to round up 2006......


its been...




... Interesting


Many Loves, Losses, Finds, Friends and Mass Confusion!

"May you live in Interesting Times" - is indeed a curse...



10 points to whoever guesses whaere that quote/idea was pinched from


So yea; thats all i really have to say now; Theres no point me trying to go into details; im already beend burried under by 2007....

Ive started up a Print / Portfolio Account here > [link] < (i really need to learn how to embed links xD )

i'll start uploading some older work from this account on to it forst; some things i've had requested to be made prints, and some that i think should go up anyway.

everything posted on there will be posted here too, with links to the prints, so you won't have to watch me twice

now all i need is the subscription, which i'll hopefully get for christmas :hopeful: